It is summer, and with that I have gone to the fiction section of the library for somewhat lighter reading. Of course, I was drawn to the above as I am always drawn to things spiritual or otherworldly, and was immediately struck with the opening quote from author Morris West, for what have I been doing these many years? Indeed, once you have accepted the existence of God, His presence becomes the center of all things, and life becomes a spiritual pilgrimage with all its experiences, the bad being reconciled to the Good that is, that must be God.
I am not far into the book, but we begin with this proposition: are "believers" insane? We have a character, an atheist psychologist, who wishes to proclaim such, but, as she says, since she cannot disprove the existence of God, then she cannot comfortably call believers delusional.
And that goes to the heart of this blog and this website: to somehow confirm what we believers know to ourselves, and to expand that knowing to those who do not or cannot believe. To many who do believe (but not all - some only are going along with what they have been taught), the existence of God is so close, so obvious, that it is nearly impossible to believe that others can't see it - and yet, just as impossible to convince those who cannot see. Many who cannot, I know, feel the same way: how can otherwise intelligent and well-educated people believe in something that cannot be touched or seen or even smelled? Well, yes, I can retort, I can see it in the flowers and the sun and the stars and touch it on the scales of fish or bark of a tree or smell it in honeysuckle and, yes, the stench of road kill on a hot summer road. It is all "being" and being shouldn't be; one cannot whip it up in a lab, cannot assign it physical laws and checks and balances and, most of all, give it an everlasting energy, or nearly so.
But those explanations are only for the skeptics. Otherwise, there spirit is, showing up everywhere, in everything. But that also leads to our metaphorical paintings on the cave of our spiritual pilgrimage. We are caught in a tautology from which there is no escape: I believe because I know, and thus all things point to God. But if I do not know, all things point to nothing. There are no etchings on the cave, only the cold, hard surface of a geological accident. Or so one might think.
In some of my essays, I attempt to show (I almost wrote "prove") otherwise. There is, for most, coincidence, synchronicities that show that something, some hidden relationship, is going on. There are unexplained cures and rapport with spirits that tell us things that we cannot possibly know; there are flashes of the future that actually tell us the future; and there are, against all odds, prayers answered (and many more that go unanswered, but we look at the odds of those that do). Still, might these someday be understood by a cold technology that has not yet been invented?
The clearest proof of God (however one might think of it, and however one's relationship to it one might have), though, will remain within that sixth sense, that feeling of presence that is as close as the hair on one's head. In the final analysis, this knowledge of spirit is best grasped and transmitted by spiritual art, by the expression of the divine in the non-logical way of music or poetry or certain prose. This is our final and most substantial bridge to the divine, even though the feeling within the art apparently has no substance at all. But it does. None are immune to it, although many do not accept the spiritual implications that are often obvious. This is their choosing, I think, a kind of willed blindness to natural human artistic sensibilities. The etchings on the cave are not the work of fools or madmen or primitives. Rather, they are human communications with the divine, however skillful or childish they may be. Tell-tale signs of spirit lie all about us, but the most secure, the most immediate and intimate, are those signs that come from the human spirit through our art, from our inner being that links us with Spirit. Just as many have always known. FK