Oddly, now I think of this incident only as a chapter from my book, not as something real. But it was. I had been telling the story to friends for years before putting it down in this book, which itself revealed an unknown aspect of myself - that, for me, the miraculous was always expected, as if waiting in the wings of my unconscious. After the sighting of Bigfoot, I did not experience any other psychic disorder, nor a repeat of the vision. Apparently, after reading several other accounts, seeing Bigfoot from a distance, where it is not personally involved with you, does not cause the disturbances of those who have looked it in the eye. I suppose I am grateful for that, but like Cal Roeker in his comment, I kinda sorta wouldn't mind a life-altering event - even as others warn us off. Many of us share this hope, I bet. But even the Biblical prophets warn of such things, seeing their roll in exposing the supernatural as a terrible burden. And so I was let off easy. I personally know several people who were not, but for now, I'll leave it at that. FK
Today, I have reprinted a portion of chapter 14, "Werewolves of California" from my book, Dream Weaver. It is to be found under "Essays" in the website.
Oddly, now I think of this incident only as a chapter from my book, not as something real. But it was. I had been telling the story to friends for years before putting it down in this book, which itself revealed an unknown aspect of myself - that, for me, the miraculous was always expected, as if waiting in the wings of my unconscious. After the sighting of Bigfoot, I did not experience any other psychic disorder, nor a repeat of the vision. Apparently, after reading several other accounts, seeing Bigfoot from a distance, where it is not personally involved with you, does not cause the disturbances of those who have looked it in the eye. I suppose I am grateful for that, but like Cal Roeker in his comment, I kinda sorta wouldn't mind a life-altering event - even as others warn us off. Many of us share this hope, I bet. But even the Biblical prophets warn of such things, seeing their roll in exposing the supernatural as a terrible burden. And so I was let off easy. I personally know several people who were not, but for now, I'll leave it at that. FK
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about the authorAll right, already, I'll write something: I was born in 1954 and had mystical tendencies for as long as I can remember. In high school, the administrators referred to me as "dream-world Keogh." Did too much unnecessary chemical experimentation in my college years - as disclosed in my book about hitching in the 70's, Dream Weaver (available on Amazon, Kindle, Barnes and Noble and Nook). (Look also for my book of essays, Beneath the Turning Stars, and my novel of suspense, Hurricane River, also at Amazon). Lived with Amazon Indians for a few years, hiked the Sierra Madre's, rode the bus on the Bolivian highway of death, and received a PhD in anthropology for it all in 1995. Have been dad, house fixer, editor and writer since. Fascinating, frustrating, awe-inspiring, puzzling, it has been an honor to serve in life. Archives
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